- To be continued...
Wednesday, December 7, 2016
Mama's Subscription
Thursday, December 1, 2016
Justified
Although I have made up my mind and have it all planned in my head, I still feel my feet being slowed down by the huge weight of guilt in my right pocket, mixed with a somewhat irresolute heart.
"keep going", my mind tells me "you will feel a lot better when you do it". So, onward I march along the narrow path that leads to her house
You see, I used to be as innocent as a four-year old. Not the four-year olds of nowadays sha. Those ones already know styles I haven't even imagined.
One time, my friends cunningly arranged a meeting for me and a prostitute on my 18th birthday. I ended up giving the prostitute my wristwatch as extra payment for 'brish of contract' as she called it. You don't wanna risk trying to explain yourself . You know warri girls na.
Well, such was my innocence until I met her.
The sinful affair of that night keeps replaying in my head like a broken record . In a bid to resist her sexual advances that faithless night, I had told her that I couldn't do it because I wasn't with any protection. But in a persuasive voice blended with arousal and accompanied by wry humour she had said "don't worry Tega baby, God is your protection"
Six months and series of HIV tests later, it turns out that God did not protect me after all. "So why should He protect her from the sharp blade of the knife in my right pocket?" I ask myself.
He is a just God